Friday, February 17, 2012

Music and the way it keeps me alive

If it werent for music, I think I'd be dead. Its one of the very few things that are never touched by my "mask".

I need to get away from here. I need to go work out. I need to go to the Navy. I need to Leave.

And I'm so much of a coward I cant tell her that. But I will.

It will take a little time. but I will.

running away, or finally finding my path?

Facing my dreams, or running from my past?

To keep oneself Alive, do you merely survive, or do you strain for happiness?

I cant be in love when I hate who I am. what I am.

Its time to Break.

Its time to end the cycle.

Its time to go off to wherever my life takes me.

Its time....

Inspired by "What's Left" by Three Doors Down

Saturday, February 11, 2012

A New Beginning? Or a Never Ending Cycle?

People have stopped posting, and I presume are done listening.

Cyrus: No one gets what we are.

Dyne: And No one cares.

Eric: No one feels what we can feel.

Raevyn: And no one Dares tell us what we dont.

We are the Shades of an Aura.

We are the black of the Night.

We are the monsters you're afraid of.

Hiding in the brightest of the Light.

Raevyn: I am the Drive and Passion.

Eric: I am the Stoic Knight.

Dyne: I am the Beast, just underneath

Cyrus: And I am the one who decides what is Right.

We are the Darkness, the Shadow. and We are the Brightest of all.

WE will help to carry you.

then WE will laugh as you fall.

You can not TOUCH us, just as you could not touch your reflection.

You can not HEAR the words we speak.

You cannot FEEL the emotions that dwell within.

You cannot TASTE the power just underneath.

Our power is great. Our Will is greater.

Raevyn: It's time for a vote.

Eric: To leave or to stay

Dyne: To END this struggle

Cyrus: Or continue the fray.

Our battle is one without an end.

Unless it is absolute.

4 Towers.

4 Lives.

4 Memories.

3 must die.

An end to the Chains.

An end to the Pain.

An end to the Cycle.

An all who Remain.

-Epitaph of Judgment, the First and Final Wave.

Yours, only when you think I am.
Fear the Reaper.
Skeith