Crazy by the inches.

I can't get any piece of mind. I can't my mind mind to slow down, to focus, or just simply to sleep. I am exhausted, anxious, and I can't seem to make myself face it. I am falling to pieces, giving bit by bit until I won't be here. I'm worried about my health for once. I don't know how much longer my body can take this.

My mind is slowly, but surely falling prey to the old habits. If I don't get....out of whatever this is soon, whatever that means.. (because even I don't really know what that entails...)

...I don't know what I'll do. I don't know what will happen...

And i don't know if that life is worth living a 2nd time.